Thinking solely about how to get laid won't improve things much on it's own. Die unto those things, and do something different. I know it's easy to fall into your own habits and not make time for that stuff, or actively seek them out, but it's probably more beneficial in the long run to just start there. My brother attempted to kill himself and eventually I did as well. Just keep on doing that and also lower your standards. You're life is a mirror image of mine! I was in the same situation as you were at one point in life.
Focus on yourself and the person you want to be. I wake up and drink a glass of vodka. My day only consists of going to school and coming straight home because I don't know what else to do. Unless your are considered the exception. Only, you may put some energy into stopping people believe that you don't want human contact.
I'm not saying I know you do, of course, but why do you say you don't? And maybe you are actually not as clumsy as you believe. I still have a lot of work to go though. I enjoy going to the beach and don't feel uncomfortable being around people, but I just don't feel like talking to anyone. After this happened I decided to move in with my mom to help her out, I have a daughter now and I am a single mom. People were only there for me when they can get something out of it. Quote: I'm not a conversationalist.
I am guilty of all the bad I have committed in my life. I'm sorry to hear you're going through a depression, but know there is hope and you will come out the other side. We all fail or fall down- its part of life. How many of you would think twice before being in a relationship with a 30-year-old man who has never had one before? I cry daily, i'm tired all the time, my body hurts, I cant find any light in anything. Make an effort to reconnect with your old friends. Excel at your hobbies and your job.
I know other guys who have dated and have no girlfriend yet. How the hell do we turn it around? I need to find purpose in the least vain ways and atone for my low and despicable existence. I'm pretty much exactly like you but I started slowly incorporating little good habits day by day like working out. When I feel these two at the same time — as I can if the depression is not too severe — the tension of these opposing forces makes it all the harder to find the help I need. Do your part and let your effort speak for itself.
Thank all of you for sharing, I have read through the entire blog and comments. At the same time I lay in bed kicking myself with what I am missing in life. When I go out, I'm thinking about so much going on in my life that I don't think about anyone else. I really had a hard time trying to make friends, I was never really a good judge of character. We all have them, just reach out to them.
Looking through Facebook under a fake name and finding people I work with, as well as people I went to high school with, has left me in a state of massive depression. Quote: I do put myself in social situations. Even I try to be more social at times. I feel like I will kill myself when I lose my parents. Therefore, it is fine if it average or even below. I did this out of desperation, but depression robs you of drive, and drive is necessary to solve problems.
My depression has destroyed my life past the point of no return. I try to make the best of it but i feel this emptiness inside all day. Do you talk about only things you're interested in? I push them all away because all they do is use me. I think it would bring us a lot of emotional healing. This was the beginning of when it started in elementary.